One thing that both Agents of Shield and The Flash taught me is that I should stop living in the past. Everything that has happened before seems a lifetime away from me now. I can never take back anything I’ve said and done, especially those I haven’t.
There are times that no matter how hard you convince yourself to stop, a part of you will always keep on hoping.
Ever been so engrossed in your daydream it felt oh so real? So happy, so loved.. Then a second later, you’re snapped back into reality and a gush of pain takes place. Sigh.
Meron bang naghihintay na bukas para sa’tin?
“Patience is a gift and we have to pray for that.”
“Focus on the goodness that is prevailing in this world.”
Each time I’m lonely, burdened, I listen to Heavy. Even when I’m not and I listen to it, I feel lonely and burdened.
What if this song was Chester’s cry for help? It was released this May. His best friend died this May. He committed suicide at the day of his best friend’s birthday.
People.. Please.. Talk to someone. Talk to anybody. Don’t keep your problems/feelings to yourselves.
Don’t ever believe you have nobody. You may think it; the world may try to make you believe it; but don’t.
May you rest in peace, Chester Bennington.