I don’t know how but I just know since then that I always will.
Some dreams just may never happen. Sometimes, they stay that way.. dreams.
Maybe one day, all these thoughts will be reality. Maybe not with the person I’m imagining at present, but surely with the right person.
This in itself soothes me.
I just really can’t control my mind. Us getting another chance in this lifetime is next to impossible anymore, but I can’t stop myself. I keep on creating happy memories I know might never happen.
And that’s okay. I’ll hold on to the thought that it might not.. not with him.. But with the person written in God’s plans, it surely will.
I think I can settle on this for now.
The sky’s empty tonight.. but I think that’s okay.
How many times do I have to repeat these three words for my mind and heart to finally understand and follow?
I am accepting everything that happened in the first half of this year. I will be facing the next half head on, while hoping it will be filled mostly with good ones this time.
Our lives changed in a snap with that news last week. My heart breaks this early realizing nothing could turn it back. My life just a week ago’s all gone now.
When people ask why things didn’t work out with those friends or special persons, I’m tempted to just raise my hand and give them a sad smile.
“We all have our own challenges ahead of us. It’s how you respond to these challenges which will define you.” -Wil Dasovich