Some dreams just may never happen. Sometimes, they stay that way.. dreams.
Maybe one day, all these thoughts will be reality. Maybe not with the person I’m imagining at present, but surely with the right person.
This in itself soothes me.
I just really can’t control my mind. Us getting another chance in this lifetime is next to impossible anymore, but I can’t stop myself. I keep on creating happy memories I know might never happen.
And that’s okay. I’ll hold on to the thought that it might not.. not with him.. But with the person written in God’s plans, it surely will.
I think I can settle on this for now.
Ever been so engrossed in your daydream it felt oh so real? So happy, so loved.. Then a second later, you’re snapped back into reality and a gush of pain takes place. Sigh.
It all comes down to the last person you think of at the end of the day.