When someone said s/he would like to travel back in time, not to change things, but to feel a few things twice. darn, I felt that.

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Birthday

Walking along the busy city streets tonight, I realized this is the first time I'm not looking forward to my birthday, which is tomorrow. I'm not feeling any excitement, fear, worry.. good nor bad.. nothing. I have even just accepted that this may come with age. Adults may be feeling this way all the time.…

Funny how the things you want are within reach but can't do anything.. How you want to admit the truth but have to resist.. How sometimes things just don't work out the way you want it to.

TyL!

I've finally come to terms with three people who have made the biggest impact in my life.. all three today! One.. Sat in his car and spent hours alone with him. Two.. Messaged and invited her to our friends' next night out. Three.. Breathed the same air as he again after all those years. Emotional…

Yes and No

So, I'm seated across my sister, staring blankly on the floor. "Ano, give up na?" (So, giving up?) She's referring to the article I'm writing for work, but it was processed a lot differently. You? Yes, I'm letting go of the feelings and hopes I still have. Yes, I'm giving up the thought that we…

Found this on my phone. Can't remember feeling this way last year. But.. receipt, right?

Our lives changed in a snap with that news last week. My heart breaks this early realizing nothing could turn it back. My life just a week ago’s all gone now.

Not anymore

No more time to waste. No more hiding. If the right one comes along, I will not waste another moment nor run away from his reach. I will let myself feel freely.. love and be loved. Likewise, I'll do my best not to waste any opportunity to be with friends and family, to go to…