“We all have our own challenges ahead of us. It’s how you respond to these challenges which will define you.” -Wil Dasovich
What’s funny is this is happening.. again.. only that I’m braver now, more mature now, more prepared to face this, and much more willing to do anything in my power just to stop it. How I wish I’m also number now, but it hurts much more than before. I never thought this could happen. Surprise surprise.
Sometimes, even when they’re gone, you just know for sure that some people will always always have a special place in your heart.. that no one, new nor better, can take.
It’s about time. Under the night sky.. At this hour.. At this place.. I’m making my decision. I’m letting him go. I’m letting go of my hopes. I’m letting go of the concept of “us.” God knows how long I prayed and hoped. I think that’s enough.
This time, it’s real. Friends, nothing more. I wish him well in everything he does. I’m here if he needs a friend.
He will always have a special place in my heart, that’s for sure.
“…like a sister loves a brother, and a friend loves a friend.” -Rosie
“December is for last chances, final hope, before we start something new.”
“To understand, go backwards. To live, move forward.” -Mass Presider
Tomorrow, I’m letting you go.
I know I’ve said it a thousand times.
But this very night, I feel the need.
Tonight, we were together.
Different, everything felt.
The song I haven’t heard in years.
It played as if on cue when I arrived.
There, with you, I felt every line.
I have already lost you long ago.
After all the heartaches, the waiting.
Who was I to hope we could still be?
I almost had you many times.
Many times I missed the chance.
Tonight I felt you’re really over me.
Tomorrow, I’m letting go for real.