Sacrificing the present for the future. Hang tight, ok?

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To a few

Fast forward to years later, I hope we still talk and meet from time to time no matter where life leads us. Really. It's all I wish. At present, I still suck at showing people how much I value them, esp in making time to see them. 😕

Birthday

Walking along the busy city streets tonight, I realized this is the first time I'm not looking forward to my birthday, which is tomorrow. I'm not feeling any excitement, fear, worry.. good nor bad.. nothing. I have even just accepted that this may come with age. Adults may be feeling this way all the time.…

TyL!

I've finally come to terms with three people who have made the biggest impact in my life.. all three today! One.. Sat in his car and spent hours alone with him. Two.. Messaged and invited her to our friends' next night out. Three.. Breathed the same air as he again after all those years. Emotional…

Halfway through!

I am accepting everything that happened in the first half of this year. I will be facing the next half head on, while hoping it will be filled mostly with good ones this time.

Our lives changed in a snap with that news last week. My heart breaks this early realizing nothing could turn it back. My life just a week ago’s all gone now.

Not anymore

No more time to waste. No more hiding. If the right one comes along, I will not waste another moment nor run away from his reach. I will let myself feel freely.. love and be loved. Likewise, I'll do my best not to waste any opportunity to be with friends and family, to go to…

Confirmed

What’s funny is this is happening.. again.. only that I’m braver now, more mature now, more prepared to face this, and much more willing to do anything in my power just to stop it. How I wish I’m also number now, but it hurts much more than before. I never thought this could happen. Surprise…