“To understand, go backwards. To live, move forward.” -Mass Presider
Pushed you so far away I can’t pull you back now.
Just wondering what the present would be like had I answered that one question from months ago.
“Minahal mo ba ako?”
I must stop looking at the rearview mirror and just focus on the driveway.
Do you know what kills me? It’s the fact that you’ve totally moved on while I haven’t yet. It’s that to you this was all just a casual conversation, but to me it seemed as if a reconciliation.
Soon, I will heal. For now, all I have to do is prepare to see you in tomorrow’s event, after months of distance and no communication, prepare to act all casual and conceal what my eyes truly say. I hope tonight’s sleep can take away these feelings. I want it to. Good night, dear.