Really, this episode, this series, they’re teaching us how to be brave, how to not let the wrong win in life.
We can be brave.
We can win against them.
We just have to stand up and make it happen, no matter how long and difficult it takes.
I was so right when I said I will miss my guy friend when he already finds a special someone.
Maybe one day, all these thoughts will be reality. Maybe not with the person I’m imagining at present, but surely with the right person.
This in itself soothes me.
I just really can’t control my mind. Us getting another chance in this lifetime is next to impossible anymore, but I can’t stop myself. I keep on creating happy memories I know might never happen.
And that’s okay. I’ll hold on to the thought that it might not.. not with him.. But with the person written in God’s plans, it surely will.
I think I can settle on this for now.
Truly, no matter how long and how much you prepare for people who are leaving, the pain’s still the same.