“Who’s this? Looks familiar?”

My harsh way of saying, “I missed you so much, E! I miss the kind of friendship we had when you were still single.”

But of course he didn’t get that.

I meant..

Okay, last chance. If you don’t say or do anything that’ll prove that you still are into me, I’m done. I’m letting go of these long-time hopes and stubborn feelings for real.

Or maybe last two.

*weak laugh* When will I succeed in getting over you?

Tangled

When you’re more honest to the person you’re rejecting about a person you’re into than to the latter…

Plus, after turning him down, he ends up advising you on being brave enough to tell that other person how you feel about him.

How complicated can my life be?

Moments

Random moments when the conversations flow freely..

Rants, secrets, problems.. They’re all out without second thoughts.

It just feels so good.

These are moments I rarely realize I need until they happen.

Message

Just finished watching A Star Is Born and I’m still in pain. The film’s message?

Life. Music. Alcoholism. Addiction. Love. Family. Voice. Pain. History. Secrets. Fame. Death. Choices.

I want to make this post long. I want to share everything I learnt, felt, but I’m lost for words…