Hers and Sylvester Stallone’s, George Clooney’s, etc. I love learning about their personalities, their passion, hardwork, the roots and the fruits of it all.
Funny how the things you want are within reach but can’t do anything.. How you want to admit the truth but have to resist.. How sometimes things just don’t work out the way you want it to.
I’ve finally come to terms with three people who have made the biggest impact in my life.. all three today!
One.. Sat in his car and spent hours alone with him.
Two.. Messaged and invited her to our friends’ next night out.
Three.. Breathed the same air as he again after all those years.
Emotional barriers have been brought down. All the pain and anger that haunted me for the longest time have finally turned to dust and danced with the wind. It wasn’t even awkward at all. I can’t explain the feeling, but thank you, Lord, for this day.
So, I’m seated across my sister, staring blankly on the floor.
“Ano, give up na?” (So, giving up?)
She’s referring to the article I’m writing for work, but it was processed a lot differently.
Yes, I’m letting go of the feelings and hopes I still have.
Yes, I’m giving up the thought that we could still be something when the time is right.
No, I’m not letting go of the dreams I have for myself.
No, I trust in His plans for me.
The question’s still echoing. My answers are clear but my soul feels so empty and heavy at the same time.
How many times do I have to repeat these three words for my mind and heart to finally understand and follow?
Truth is.. She’s still faking but still not making it.