The sky’s empty tonight.. but I think that’s okay.
I’ve finally come to terms with three people who have made the biggest impact in my life.. all three today!
One.. Sat in his car and spent hours alone with him.
Two.. Messaged and invited her to our friends’ next night out.
Three.. Breathed the same air as he again after all those years.
Emotional barriers have been brought down. All the pain and anger that haunted me for the longest time have finally turned to dust and danced with the wind. It wasn’t even awkward at all. I can’t explain the feeling, but thank you, Lord, for this day.
Truth is.. She’s still faking but still not making it.
In the middle of a typical workday, a possible day in the future involving u played in my mind. Played n hurt without a warning. y u do dis?
Thank you so much, Lord God. I received an unexpected blessing tonight. It really is true not to give in and give up when challenges arise.. for He has plans. He’s preparing something for us. Thank you. I’ve been breaking for days, wondering how to solve these. You led me to it tonight. It’s a hard call, alike all the other options, but it’s for the best, for now. One down.
Our lives changed in a snap with that news last week. My heart breaks this early realizing nothing could turn it back. My life just a week ago’s all gone now.